Into your soul
Where the light shines
Bright enough
To burn the shadows
From my eyes.
Friday, March 21, 2014
10.56
It's how pills that meant to bring numbness now only cause this shakiness that makes her hands look like branches in a monsoon where the world is upside down and trembling and yet those hands hold steady so many secrets shared in the cover of darkness where the padlocks rattle and Pandoras box opens but hope gets caught in the cobwebs because it never seems to have made it into this world the cars pass the moon still shines but it feels like nothing is the same and yet everything is as it has always been monochromatic and colorful at the same time and she wonders whether insanity tastes as good as the words you said that mark her skin branding themselves into the scarred tissue and that's when she realised that everyone's the same in the end sweet wrappers holding dirt and that she was foolish to ever think he was any different.
10.50
It hurts too much to remember but asking me to wipe my mind of it is like requesting the sky to turn green it's like trying to go back in time to remind the girl that mouths are houses that hold secrets with no gates or padlocks to keep them safe that your eyes were the perfect shade of trust and your presence brought along the same comfort a mother brings her child that I never had and that the words you spoke gave her a safe place to land that she now knew was just about as true as a sinkhole which leads to nowhere and now as she's lying with her head in the clouds the sky's still blue and she's wondering how it all ended up this way.
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Temporary bliss
Words simply
Fail to express
How I feel
Whenever you're
Around.
It's just
Happy
And
Everything's alright.
Just
For that
Moment.
Smiles
Your face lights up with a smile and a warm feeling spreads through her, causing her lips to curl up in a smile too.
You laugh.
And she follows suit.
It's a subconscious game of follow the leader. Only neither of them realise it.
It's all there in the details.
She never realised how amazing his smile was, the way his eyes shone when he grinned that mischievous Cheshire Cat grin. The whole world was absent when they were together. It was a curious feeling. Not contentment but something more than that. She felt not only safe but inexplicably happy.
This connection felt precious. It was afterall, incredibly unique. She'd do anything to preserve it.
But fear crept into her heart and like everything else in her life, it stained the euphoric peace, tainting the atmosphere.
Fighting a battle on both fronts became the usual activity of the day.
The battle continues.
But then when he smiles...everything's alright again. Just for that moment. Once again the world is silent.
The lonely bell tolls.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Gazes
Looking at you
Looking at me
Looking at you
Look right through me.
"You're spread so thin I can see right through you."
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
Absence of Rationality.
A constant perpetual feeling of pain. The sour feeling that permeated her soul and stole away her rationality was slowly ruining everything that she had worked so hard to establish. These emotions that rip and tear through her...would they ever go away?
This pain is unbearable...
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